My Home D Pregnancy

Things have improved, I now feel this pregnancy is more of a stint on home detention than death row. Emotionally I have felt very unstable much like teetering on the edge of a cliff in high heel shoes.

I have wanted to post on my blog a few times but it would have made for very negative and sarcastic stories on the joys of motherhood and being a woman. I knew once I was out of this funk I would regret writing them, so I bit my tounge. I really am an upbeat person, honest I am!

So at the moment with just a dry reach here and there I am beginning to join the land of the living. I knew things were picking up when I wore a bra for the first time in a month yesterday, and took the time to brush my teeth before bed, both of which have required more energy than I have had available in quite some time.

I wouldn't say I am out of the woods yet, the highlights of my day include banana's on toast and a warm bed, oh and sometimes a swig of coke at three in the morning, I know disgusting huh, but whatever I gotta do to survive honey!